The New Deception: the “Sexy, Spiritual, Successful, Goddess”

These days women are not only haunted by the usual Matrix images in the media telling them what to look like, what to eat, and how to live (lifestyle porn) but even in the spiritual community women are now being programmed through the whole “spiritual goddess” and “vegan yogi” culture-trends to be another thing: sexy, … Continue reading The New Deception: the “Sexy, Spiritual, Successful, Goddess”

Steps to Preparing for a “Conscious Relationship”

When I had my first major awakening experience at the end of 2012, I was nowhere near able to have a healthy relationship. I just began the realization that the almost decades of sexual trauma that I had experienced in my early teens to late 20's were not only stored in my body, but were … Continue reading Steps to Preparing for a “Conscious Relationship”

Sex Demons, Fake Gurus, and Adventures in India

It’s 6pm on Delhi on a Tuesday and I am sitting in my Airbnb with the air-conditioning on, something new for me because I have not had air conditioning these past few months… and also because I feel that air conditioning is a toxic false reality and would rather bare the heat, but after 3 … Continue reading Sex Demons, Fake Gurus, and Adventures in India

My First Ayahausca Experience

Feeling the call the write about this sacred expansion I experienced last October, an experience that was so enlightening for me that it infinitely changed the depth of my being, Ayahuasca taught me about the earth, it taught me how to pray, and I believe in many ways it opened me up to embodying my … Continue reading My First Ayahausca Experience